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精神上觉得好脆弱。
好像已经支撑不了自己。
该做什么？不该做什么？
我已经分不清了。
我下不了决心。
我不相信自己。

♥ ying at 20:05
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updates

i'm back for 3days already. but didnt have the mood to blog and to upload pictures. or rather, didnt have the time too.

oh yeah, thanks grace and kim for coming to the airport to fetch me!! :D:D

monday did nothing in the day, just slacked.
at night went to MPS. been the writer for the first time. quite interesting actually.

tuesday morning woke up bloody early after sleeping for 5hours. went to hc to meet grace and kim. they went to collect their certs. after that crap a while in sch. then went with kim to biopolis for her a*star interview. she got it!!!!! okay, i think she's going UK for sure le. go kim! 15years of mugging and research:D (me :X) after that we went to eat lunch at yoshinoya and drink coffee at starbucks. at night went to zouk, free entry cos of our MP. shiok.
the event was VAUNT (sth), organised by youthempire i suppose. started with a fashion show, which was quite pro. sigh. too bad i didnt have a good camera to bring.






after the show it took a while for the staff to remove a van, and then the stage. then the normal clubbing started.



我还真是不适合那种地方。
跟着节奏摇摆时我都觉得自己僵硬得很愚蠢。
那样的灯光好似使每个人都变得很好看。
那样的音乐好似使每个人都忘掉了自己。
反正只有糜烂可以形容我对那个地方的看法。
当然，有些时候感觉是不错的。
比如身体和音乐共振的时候。

today just went to eat lunch with weining. walked around vivocity for a while, then tried to go find cheap clazziquai and peggy hsu cd, but to no avail.

♥ ying at 18:49
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i feel so tired. to have to make decisions. and not be vacillated by the opinions of others. i dont know how to assure myself. i feel so sick. to be around people who are capable. but even more sick, to realise my own incapabilities and apathy. i feel stupid, to wallow in self-pity. i feel guilty, to secretly feel happy when i shouldnt.

my memory is failing. maybe that's a good thing. in some sense.

♥ ying at 23:37
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我是好汉一条！

i'm lazy. so just two pictures now.


before the climb


after.. not much diff eh.

the climb down was terrible. i was almost blown away.

♥ ying at 00:16
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update

hee. okay i suddenly want to blog cos of the nicks of two people.

girl: 想要拥抱你*^-^*
guy: 我也是

haha okay.

i'm going beijing! haha for 5 days(:
okay, that's all.



[edit] some pictures(:


breadtalk in SM square. i was rather surprised to see it.


floss bun. 5RMB.


cheap macdonalds. relatively.


some goodlooking guy at a salon. i didnt dare to take outrightly, therefore the blur image.


when will this ever end? taiwan is ours! muaha. okay, sorry. lol.


the government cares for your family. they really do.


my first breakfast here, last last week.

baby photos!






okie. that's all. will upload when i have time and the mood(:

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♥ ying at 15:45
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